In control of your self !!!!

What is the end of achievement in this material world. Of course, we could done our selves with the achievement of  Nirvana, yet we will be fortunate enough to attain that, it is wise enough to be good with the life we are spending as much extent possible.

People comes to your life, stay variable length of time and go as modes of demise and non-demise. Some we fall in love, some to fall in pray, some just get ignored. Actually our lives revolves and moves with the interactions and communications we keep with the people around. We don't keep relation with others, it is quite freaky, if so.

We define our lives based on the quality and degree of relationships we keep with others, thus making them decide who you are. This is the actual reason for intimidation we possess on all of our actions. Will this be approved ? Do I look ok ? etc etc. This mumble jumble, gives good as well as the bad. 

It is spineless to say, I'm been controlled, but fact to the matter is we are, for every single way, unless you are in control of your self for most possible extent.

Now what ? we keep getting intimidated, controlled and make us do good and bad both. Now what ? seriously.

We need to choose the correct people and be with them.

Choose what do you like in which way, then choose the people, that is the best way to be in control your self! seriously!!!

My self ...!

Now who was I? 

I was the son of a hardworking middle class teachers, whom whole life was planned on the success of their children.

I did my school well, attended the class well, never misused or missed any classes. Basically, none done out of ordinary and according to format asked for.
Now, where am I, what am I ?
Struggling with never ending list of needs and commitments, basically, a given 24 hours is somewhat overworking shift clubbed with disappointment of not meeting and receiving the required share end up, fall of short.
But i'm alive, yet to live day after another, do the best i can to the very extent.
 

Is enough is really enough ?

"Thanha", desire works in levels one could not predict at best given chances of chances.

You think at one level that all is been done and achieved to your expectations, yet the environment of your world changes, you reset your mind followed by your expectations and desires.

No wonder, Buddha's word on desire and its elimination, stands tall with eternal truth.

This feeling of un-comfort, grinds you and challenges you in levels and times which are quite difficult to handle. A mishandling little bit, would stumble you and would make you suffer.

Apart from eliminating the desire, what could be done ? nothing permanent yet handling them case and case and be positive about it way to go!